Angelo's Daily Life

I've been so unmotivated to attend my classes, even those that are taught by decent teachers like my Statistics teacher, I've finally read enough articles about it and saw that it was burnout. Now, I don't know what to do. I've been feeling overwhelm by all the pressures around me all the sudden; The need to always study and get perfect grades in my school; the need to find ways to earn money, to help my parents; the need to study for college entrance exams; the need to do many household chores; the need to diet and exercise to lose weight; the exhausting mind of an overthinker, all of this has contributed to my burnout. I know what are the causes of my burnout, I know what it is. It can be easily identified, however I don't know what to do at this point in my life. I've been complaining that I am so unmotivated to study for the past month because of my teachers and their douchebaggery attitude, but I don't know why I am so unmotivated to study to ...

I'm so freaking unmotivated and my life is pretty much falling apart and people seem to think I still have it together. I don't know what to do. It started ten days ago, ten days ago I lost my phone because I left it in the tricycle I rode. I immediately chased after the tricycle and the driver and I know the tricycle driver saw me. I swear to the gods that I saw him look back and decided not to come back. Of course, this freaked me out. I have my PayPal account, my bank account, explicit pictures, and a lot of social media in there. I immediately factory reset my phone from my computer just to make sure none of those are going to be used. After it was erased, I tried calling it relentlessly and texting it non-stop and no one answered or bothered to give me my phone back. This sucks and I told to myself that I'll never ever trust strangers again. This is where my life begun to spiral down. I'm a pretty cheap person but because of the fear that my parents will ...

Reading the title of this blog post I assume there is no confusion with my feelings regarding with my school: PUP. Short story time: I am studying in a school named Polytechnic University of the Philippines more specifically in the Senior High School department. We would commonly call the school 'PUPSHS'. I've been studying in the state university's junior high department-LHS (Laboratory High School) and for the first 5 years of my life I am hating it here. Don't get me wrong, I hated being here before, but the only difference is, I hate being here now because of my teachers not because of my classmates ( well, some of them ).  Let me brief you in my situation first. I had an indifference feeling when it comes to my first semester here in PUP. I had an activist teacher, teachers who doesn't show up in any of our classes, a lot of video projects, and boring teachers, however, I didn't hate my first semester here. Because of those issues, my professors b...

Chances are you've heard of the SOGIE bill and if you haven't, let me explain them to you. SOGIE bill is an Act Prohibiting Discrimination on the Basis of Sexual Orientation or Gender Identity or Expression (SOGIE) and Providing Penalties Therefor, basically the bill will be passed to make sure that everybody not inside the spectrum of heterosexuality will be protected under the law. There's not much to tackle with the bill, it will give the LGBTQIA+ community the same laws that protects straight people, so it should not be that 'controversial'. But nope, here's an example: The person who posted this is a friend, not just a work or school friend, but a best friend. She is one of the closest and bestest friend I have in that hellhole and yet she denies the existence of the SOGIE bill? Why? She says that Sections 4D and 4O will ruin families therefore it is not following God's will. Here is what Section 4D says: Imposing disciplinary sanctions, pen...

I haven't been able to provide my readers any content in this blog due to a lot of happenings in my life. I don't know how to handle stress, depression, anger, and all of that, that I become burn out with writing. I am still trying to write. I have a lot of drafts that I want to write soon and publish but I can't do because I'm too stressed to even put my thoughts into words. But, the good news is that summer vacation is fast approaching and the current school year will end by April 19. I will make sure to write more and be more into writing, so please bear my disappearance and read my new posts. Again, I am so sorry for not taking this writing thing more seriously, I will make sure to be a whole lot better before March ends. I made a  Facebook page , make sure you like it!!! This is my HubPage , make sure to support my HubPage account as well. It's a writing platform and instead of writing personal anecdotes like the ones I show in my blog, my HubPage...

Today is January 7th of 2018, and my body is filled with nothing but resentment, anger, and rage. Let me tell you why. I currently have a lot of stories about to go up but none of them is long enough for my ego to consider them as stories, so I'll just conjoint all stories into one big post. First of all the stories is our Family Reunion We don't celebrate Christmas because its against our religion to celebrate Christmas. Their reasoning is its a Pagan holiday, it used to be called Saturnalia, and there's not enough evidence in the Bible to support Christ's birth in December 25. I am okay with this because my grandma's side always held an annual family reunion therefore I can be with the whole family.  During our family reunion we have a tradition where all working adults would sit in front and all unemployed kids/adults would fall in line to collect money. There would also be games where one can earn extra income. For me, being the scrooge that I am ...

First of all, I would like to clarify that what I'm about to write is my opinion, everything in this list are songs these 2017 that I enjoy. I am not going to judge them by how they were wrote, rhythm, or stuff like that because I don't know how to do it in the first place. That being said, here's my top 10 K-Pop songs of 2017: 10. MAMAMOO - Yes I am I am not a huge fan of Mamamoo, in fact, I kind of abhor them earlier this year especially with all the fan war occurring with Mamamoo fans and LEGGOS. That being said, I realized that I'm becoming a judgmental close minded prick and I need to find an actual reason to hate them . I didn't find any, so I started listening to their music and saw that I actually like them. As if that isn't enough, I went down the rabbit hole and started watching "MAMAMOO perverted moments" and I found out that they are really good people and I started liking them (also, Hwasa is so hot in the music vi...

I'm currently enrolled in the Polytechnic University of the Philippines. I was situated in their Laboratory High School for four years (7th grade to 10th grade) and now I am placed in their Senior High School Department where I will be graduating 2 years from now. I've been planning to do this blog post for a while now especially now that I have gotten in touch with some of my elementary classmates, but I didn't know how to write it without explaining  why I transferred school , so today I decided to write about it wondering what my life would have been. First of all, I will not learn how to create PowerPoint presentations, edit videos, or do some tech-y stuffs. When I first moved to PUPLHS, one of the first thing I quickly learned was how to edit videos and how to create awesome presentations. I learned pretty fast and I soon made a name for someone who is a nerd with things technical. That wouldn't be the case if I didn't transfer school. My old eleme...

"Let's sing a song for old St. John's-the school we love to us all dear." FUCK THAT I've been studying in St. John's Academy (my elementary school) for at least seven years. I was there at Kindergarten 2 until 6th grade. Every moment I've spent in St. John's Academy I never imagined myself getting out and transferring to another school. Being part of St. John's Academy, or being a St. Johnite was actually something I really treasure despite the constant bullying I receive [from my uncle], all the constant abuse, and the stress I've made along the way. I have a traumatizing childhood thanks to that school , but one of those traumatizing memories are from a girl named Rian Matoto. I actually told this story a year ago in my Filipino class and I told my classmates how I almost decided to stop studying because of a girl, hahaha, you should have looked at my classmates' face there. Anyway, like most of my stories, my stories are rea...

I forgot to make a blog post regarding EXID when they released their latest comeback 'DDD'-I know, shun me. Anyways, EXID released a new mini album called "Full Moon" which is a continuation to the 'Eclipse' series. If you are unfamiliar regarding the story, short story is, their leader named Heo Solji was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism last year and since then she has to take a hiatus . Banana Culture [their company] and EXID agreed that it would be best for everyone if Solji takes a break to avoid making her illness worse. Despite all the hurdles, EXID released a mini album 'Eclipse', they named it 'Eclipse' to show that without Solji they won't be complete but that doesn't mean that they won't be complete soon. Eclipse's title track is: Night Rather than Day After releasing this, they went on winning 3 music show awards and the album was critically acclaimed, praising how versatile EXID is in terms of their musi...

I've been maintaining and writing on multiple blogs for at least 3 years, I decided to make one to help me cope up with the disgusting symptoms and side effects of depression and anxiety. I've created this entire blog for me to voice out my opinions and rant about them because being stuck in the dark hole that depression is, it was hard for me to get all the anger out in my system. The entire blog's purpose was to rant, get the frustration off my system because my mental state couldn't bear telling those to other people. My readers (not those nosy schoolmates or Yazmine sympathizers) are one of the people that I actually adore because they willingly read rants by a fat and geeky 17 year old, and although my views are not that high, I don't really give that much thought about it and still perplexed yet amazed that foreigners reads something I created. The reason why I am making this post is because Yazmine-the girl I was talking about in the previous posts sa...

I've been enrolled for our school's second semester for a month now and it has been nothing but torture. I've already given you guys a taste of how my second semester is going with my  Philosophy teacher  blog post, so today I'm going to tell you the other teachers I have.  Currently, I am taking up 9 subjects including PE, I haven't met our PE and Writing&Reading teacher, and my Practical Research, Statistics, and Pananaliksik (English Translation: Research [I'm confused as well]) are good people, so that leaves me with 4 nightmare of a teacher , I've already told one which is my Philosophy teacher, so I'll just tell you guys the remaining 3; furthermore, I will also tell you guys a story that happened today. Here is my schedule this second semester and as you all can see I am having a hard time adjusting now that we have Saturday classes and our Wednesday is a free day. That already bugs me, because I've studied in that institution...

The man in the picture is our new Philosophy teacher. I couldn't find a picture that only him is in the picture. I haven't posted anything in my blog for a while and I'm sorry. School just started and it's been difficult for me to adjust my schedule to blog. Anyway, here's a blog post today regarding our new philosophy teacher. I've ranted about our teachers before  so this isn't a new thing. Our new philosophy teacher's name is Kristoffer A. Bolanos and he is the worst. Today was our second day and he's just as worse as the first. I've given him a chance to redeem himself but he didn't, so enjoy. Off to the rant: I don't like being objective regarding someone's physical appearance because I'm no Hemsworth, but one thing I hate the most is facial hair in both men and women. This man has unkept facial hair below his lips and that ridiculous beard in which each strand can be counted one by one, I hate it. Shaving on...

This girl is absolute crap. Okay, I'm about to tell you guys why I hate this girl, also I would like to put a disclaimer in here because I've noticed that a lot of my schoolmates have become aware of my blog. I don't actually hate this girl individually, I hate this girl because of what she possesses. It's like, I hate her attitude and all but I don't feel the need to hate her entire existence (i.e. talents, physical attributes, some of her virtues), so yeah. To all of my schoolmates, again I don't hate her entire being but some of it . That said, this is why I hate Yazmine Capistrano: First of all: she's a feminazi. She  commented on my post regarding sexual assault  and claimed that I had no reason to be offended that other people are fighting for women's rights. Ummm, I have every right to be offended that other people are fighting for women's rights, because from what I've learned, feminism is about restoring equality for both gen...