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MY LITERATURE TEACHER IS AN ACTIVIST

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If there is one thing in the world that I hate the most, its people that don't know how to save the environment, next to them are loud activists, and people that don't like/watch Game of Thrones and Modern Family, but this post is not about them.  I have been a firm believer that you should fight what you are fighting for, and that's why most of my negative comments say I'm too hostile, but I always know that there is a right place and time for everything, and telling your political beliefs in a classroom full of impressionable children is not the place or time do it. I got this picture from his facebook profile, god, I don't like beard, mustaches, or scruffy hair on anyone it feels so untidy. My professor is (I don't want to reveal anyone's real name anymore) named Doctor, he's an alumnae in the same school I go to and he teaches in the same school he graduated in. Currently he's taking up his Master's degree in the same school

SCIENTIFIC INVESTIGATORY PROJECT (i had to ruin my birthday for a project)

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What a lame ass picture Google. You failed me. I've already told you guys my experiences in 8th grade, and now I'm starting to write another draft for my 9th grade experiences as well, but before I post my 9th grade experiences I want to share you guys a story. This story is actually one of the many, many red flags that I should have been looking out for, because you would see that I was betrayed a lot in this story and being me I didn't notice them. It was the start of the semester and we got to meet our Science professor named Hazel. Ma'am Hazel told us that before the semester ends we have to create a product that uses non-biodegradable products or biodegradable products that can benefit the earth . We were placed into 10 groups and I got into a group with 4 people, the names of those 4 people are: Bern (I'm sure you are familiar with her already), Paulo, Daz, and me. Looking back, I had no connections with any of them besides Bern, so I try my best

BADASS K-POP SONGS

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I'm not very good at commenting about the song's rhythm, how they were mashed together and created a masterpiece, I just listen to music and if its good then I'm hooked, so, if you don't find these songs interesting and that badass then I'm sorry. Here you go: iKon - Rhythm Ta I know only three K-Pop groups in YG: Blackpink, 2ne1, and Big Bang, I have this friend named 'Sof' and she got angry that I was disregarding other K-Pop groups that is under YG's label, and told me to listen to iKon (I actually have another friend named 'Jaz' and recommended the group to me, so I said "why not?"). I listened to iKon and found out that I don't like their music that much and the only song that I listened to repeatedly under their name is Rhythm Ta. HOTSHOT - Watch Out There was a lot of time when I study for an upcoming exam and I just let Youtube decide songs that I wanna play next. I usually start the list with EXID's

UPDATE TODAY 23/09/17 - I HAD ANXIETY BECAUSE OF ADSENSE

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There's not a story to tell today, but a lot of stuff is happening in my life and I need to vent it out or else I'll just cut myself again.  Today , I tried to monetized my blog and I received an email from Google saying that my blog has been deleted and it can't detect it. I don't know if this is true or not, but I contacted some of my friends asking them to see if they can still check out my blog or not-everyone of them said yes, but I posted a short story just now and I didn't seem to get a page view and I'm scared that my viewers abroad can no longer see my blog and that I'm going to lose them again [I used to have a blog named Lossng Weight and I had to delete it because of the same glitch], so yeah... Google is giving me an anxiety attack. EDIT: I just realized that my Adsense account is trying to uncover my old blog Lossng Weight, and since I deleted it they can no longer have access to it, but I didn't read the URL of the mail sent to

THE BEFORE AGES

There was a time when the concept of gods never existed and unicorns were real. This time was not put into history books and has always been forgoten by historians. This time is called the Before Ages. The Before Ages is described by the sole survivor of it, it was a world before Jesus, the world after the Apocalypse, and the world that never saw dinosaurs. What I'm saying now could be wrong, and knowing that you are hearing from a survivor of the Before Ages-a time before Jesus, you might be calling me crazy ora a liar but I chose to believe it because of the wonderful evidences it presents. The Before Ages existed when there was only one land, there was only one ocean, and one language. Technology was way more advanced than it is today, humanity is stronger and better than what we are today, and illnesses has ceased to exist. It sounds like a magical time, it sounds like an ode for a fairy tale too impossible to exist, but it does. I have contacted different librari

POSITIVES + NEGATIVES

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Yesterday my Science and Filipino teacher told us to pass a piece of paper around the whole class to see what people think about you. Yup, that's a great idea, fill a room full of people that knew each other for 4 years and let them write positive and negative traits about each other, I wonder what could go wrong? Anyways, this is what is listed in the positive side of the paper (I'll be listing the original sentence and I'll just translate them to English): HI GIAN! ETO PAMPAGOOD VIBES! WAG MO ISIPIN YUNG SASABIHIN NILA BASTA KILALA MO SARILI MO! KERI MO! ( T: Hi Gian! This message is to give you good vibes! Don't let other people's perception of you get to you, just make sure that you know who you really are.) - matalino, ikaw na ( T:  You're smart) - mejo di ka lang gets ng iba ( T:  Other people just don't get you) YAN TEH! PAYTING!!! LABLAB!!! <3 <3 ( T: You go girl! Fighting!!! Love ya!!!) mabait ka naman ( T: you&#

BULLSHIT IN THE PHILIPPINES

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As you all know I live in the Philippines, and seeing the majority of my views coming from the Philippines I believe that the majority of my viewers are Filipinos. Now, I love reading about politics, I love watching the news, researching facts, and even memorizing random Articles from the Constitution, but sometimes there are a lot of bullshit in the media industry considering they only show one side of the story. I am actually researching about news that have been trending in the country for a while now, so I'm going to show you how much bullshit the media spouts. By the way, I'm going to put all of my references in, so that if my judgment was incorrect, I have nothing to blame but the references given below. THE CHR CHR stands for the Commission of Human Rights and has been a controversial topic in the country ever since. I've researched some interesting facts about the infamous organization and what I found was so fascinating that it actually makes me wonde

WHAT THE HELL DUDE?!?

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I was reorganizing my blog today (I was checking if it was AdSense ready, but it wasn't) and read the tagline. Now, I thought to myself, what the hell?  I remember that I started this blog in hopes that I will document everything about me losing weight and that hopefully by the end of the year, when I go to all these family reunions held at New Years' Eve I wouldn't feel so bad about myself and say "I promise, by the end of the year I'll be 100 pounds lighter", but I'm still here not doing anything. I've tried going on a low carb diet and a no sugar diet, I was successful for the first whole week, for the entire week I felt like shit, and I told myself it will all get better and at least I'll feel better by the end of the year, but then a lot of things happened a lot of stress was thrown my way and since I'm no longer stress eating I've had a lot of breakouts and I was anxious all the time . It was difficult so I had to eat a lo

ASSHOLES

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I'm really good at lying but I wouldn't call myself a compulsive liar . As you all know, I've had my fair share of lying, backstabbing people , so I hate those who lies to my faces, another example of this was on 1st grade where I met two of the worst people out there in elementary private schools. Gabriel and Hans were (are) the worst people I've met in my entire life. I don't know if I'm just petty for remembering all these stuff or I just have a biased memory , but I am sure that those two are those kind of people that you can't forgive regardless of time or apology. What they did to me was the one thing that ruined my entire 1st grade experience (because let's be honest, I did a lot of dumb things). Here's the story: It was PE time, and there's a policy in my school that if you didn't brought your PE uniform with you, you had to write in a piece of paper "I promise to bring my PE uniform next week" until you f

MY DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY

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Okay, before I go out of my way to rant, I want to say that I love my family, and despite all of the craziness and quirks and negativity I face with them, I still love them, but there are times when you just have to tell everyone, you've been harboring inside your system and let it all out for the world to hear. I personally would not want to tell this on my blog, but my friends are also dysfunctional, so this is the best I can get (my friends always scold me, and compare their life with mine, instead of being empathic and I'm tired of it.) Here are the list I've compiled that is the reason for the anger I feel towards my family 1.  LACK OF UNDERSTANDING AND CARE TOWARDS MENTAL ILLNESS If there's one thing I'm vocal about it in this blog that would be mental illness. I've been diagnosed depression and anxiety twice in my entire high school life, and I've tried to open up about it to my mom twice, and twice she told me that I have nothin

HUMAN RIGHTS IN THE PHILIPPINES

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I might be hated by my fellow Filipinos who are reading this, but I don't give much of a crap about our Human Rights-not human rights in general but rather the Commission of Human Rights. "Liberty means responsibility. This is why most men dread it." - George Bernard Shaw You see, I don't think much about the CHR and also its allies with CBCP because of the actions they have done in the past, but now they are trying to stop and protect the Filipino citizens to gain support for their political agenda which makes me even more disgusted. The CHR actually tried to defend Sen. De Lima and her actions, which is a huge red flag; additionally, the CBCP has men in its quarters that raped and molested children and expects everyone to be swayed by their apology, which is really disgusting seeing that they are using the name of God to push their political agenda. This post is kinda all over the place, so let me try to simplify things L eila De Lima tried to undermi

10 KPOP SONGS OF THIS CENTURY

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This is a complete list of the songs that created the Korean Wave today, though some may not be that internationally known, this songs paved the way of K-Pop, some did unbelievable feats, and some became a trend in South Korea or worldwide.  The songs in the list are all made by me, I didn't use charts, polls, or other websites to create this list. 10. Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior Sorry, Sorry is a song performed by Super Junior in March 2009. This song was able to reach number one in all of South Korea's music charts and as well as Mainland China's. Sorry, Sorry is a song written for a girl whose beauty always captivates guys. I first heard Sorry, Sorry here in my country probably when I was in 4th grade, my classmates always makes parody with the songs tune to insult one another. Since, this is one of the songs that I heard before K-Pop was so mainstream, and how many K-Pop groups are always dancing/singing to this, and how it also launched the Korean

HOW MY PARENTS REACTED TO A ROBBERY (i was punished for our house being robbed)

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Today, I woke up with my father slapping me and my brother in the ass with a belt-not a good way to wake your kids up. Before I even had the opportunity to open my eyes , my father Gilbert slapped me and my brother in the ass with a belt and started shouting at us with Filipino curse words and other derogatory terms (as if I'm not aware of it already, am I right?) and told us what worthless piece of shits we are. Today, there has been a class suspension since a typhoon is predicted to make landfall in the Metro Manila, and since we are both stressed out students, we were taking our well deserved sleep, but unfortunately for both of us we have a mentally unstable man for our father. Who the hell wakes their children up in the middle of their sleep, knowing damn well that they are tired and stressed with their studies with a fucking belt? I don't understand. Anyways, my father got angry at us and told us that he had already told us a million times that whenever the