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PEEPING TOM (being peeped on by a guy i just met)

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Hey guys!!! This is a story of when someone saw my penis and until to this day it has traumatized me and because of that I've never been able to use a urinal. This is what I wrote last 3 months ago: In May 5, 2017 Yesterday was the third day of my summer job-after weeks of going back and forth to the recruitment office, I've finally landed on a solid job. My job is being a staff in a Sports Development office in the city hall (which is too much of a coincidence considering my previous internship is at the Sports Development office in my school). I was supposed to write yesterday how happy I was to bond with new people, and how departing from my office mates after a session with them for a summer is sad, but after the peeping tom experienced I decided to discard writing the previous post. You could say that this post is like a new rendition of the previous post I was supposed to post in this blog. We didn't had a lot of things to do yesterday in the offic

MY PERCEPTION OF THINGS (continuation of meringue)

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Okay, so I'm going to tell you guys a story that is the continuation of the meringue story and the continuation of the whole AGC and Behind my Back story. I am put in a group where my "friends" are for our Science class and we are tasked to sell food and report back to our teacher of what happened when it was occurring. My "friends" wanted to sell drinks at first, then decided to back down, then they wanted to sell stickers, which was not a good idea, then they finally decided to sell gelatin. The gelatin was the food that our group presented and my teacher accepted it, he told us to sell them the day the food tasting is finished. I asked my friend Steph if she would buy if I decided to sell gelatin, she said no, at the time I was eating meringue I bought from the bakery, I told her what if I sold her meringue and she said that she would buy 150 php worth of it for 6 weeks. I was happy I started making them. When I was making them I learned through

MY EXPERIENCES IN 8TH GRADE

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Most of my insecurities came from being an 8th grader, being 14 years old in the hardest year of my life (academic wise) really took a lot of my self confidence and self-esteem. During 8th grade is when I started liking people less, this is where I became selfish not giving a damn of what people think about me. This is also where my depression and my anxiety was as diagnosed and when it was as its peak. In this blog post, I want to tell you guys 3 stories that started all of this mess. I wanted to generalized everything and tell you guys what I actually happened in 8th grade, but I'm not in a good condition to do so.   FIRST STORY: WEIGHT INVOLVEMENT I got so insecure about my weight when I became an 8th grade student, I became insecure about all the little details about myself that it became a habit of mine to stop taking pictures of me smiling and whatnot. My insecurities were my height, my weight, my teeth, my feet, my toe hair, my knees (I have a lot of childhood sca

PROBLEMS ONLY BOOK LOVERS WILL UNDERSTAND

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Throughout junior high school I have been obsessed with books and reading them, I'm not saying that I don't read books anymore, but I was just more obsessed with them when I was younger, carefree, and doesn't give his two cents to the world, anyway let me tell you how it happened: It was the start of 7th grade and my parents are watching the Percy Jackson 'Lightning Thief' movie and I was obsessed (thinking about the fact that I love it as a film adaption is making me feel embarrassed), I told it to my "friend" Marian (okay, from now on, every time I put quotation marks just assume that person is part of AGC), and she told me that she loves it too and there were books regarding the film series, at that point I'm not that into books and I hate reading them but I love reading history books and fact books, so I told her I'll read them after 'Sea of Monster' comes out.  September came and the second movie of the Percy Jackson se

CUTTING

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I used to have a cutting addiction in March and the symptoms are starting to be present again. Let me tell you the story of what happened before. It was March and my our asshole of a teacher made us do an internship regardless of our age of 15 years old and 10th Grade status. It's the worst. But what happened next was more worse. Anyways, my teacher made us do a manual that shows what we did in our internship. We had to do reports, time checks, pictures, and printing, after all of that we had to get it bind and it had to be engraved with a certain format. The problem is, is that our teacher didn't give the format to my class Bookkeeping, and the others asked their friends from different sections for the format. I did not do that because I'm a Type A person, and I wanted it to be finished quickly, i n 2 days I finished typing all of that useless piece of crap and I had it bind without the certain format. My first page and the engraving in my cover page was so d

MAKING MERINGUES

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Instead of making something like this, I made something that looked like crap, and I'm not joking, the meringues I made looked like crap and with its brown color (a bad decision) it can be easily mistaken as crap.  The reason why I made meringues is because my Science teacher (who is a bit of an asshole) wanted us to sell any product that revolves around the solar system (see, what I did there?), now, my group mates wanted to create easy, so they decided to create gelatin. I decided to ask my friends and my relatives to choose between meringues and gelatin, and meringues won with all the votes (I've had the fascination that meringues sell easily in our local bakery), so I decided to create it behind their backs and sell it as if it were the group's presentation.  No one knows about this, and s eeing no one knows about this blog, word will never spread .  The reason why I listed this post under Fasting is because it involved me fasting (duh?) and I regre

MY TAKE ON THE 16:8 FAST (how i got sick twice in a month)

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I've said that this blog would be dedicated in all of my pleasures, and one of them is telling my Weight Loss stories-this is one of them.  I have been doing the 16:8 fast , if you are unaware of it, it is when you stop eating (only eating, not drinking) for 16 hours, then you proceed to eat whatever your heart's desires for 8 hours. I've done it before in 8th grade and it left a good result, but due to my depression my weight gain has never been more rapid thus my efforts were all left for naught. I decided to do it again this time, and I've tried several times to see if my schedule can accompany such fast, and I saw it was possible. I stop eating after 6 PM, and start eating by 10 AM, but I saw there were tremendous consequences in this arrangement. First of all my mood. I'm very cranky even if I'm full but being hangry (hungry + angry) has gotten the best of me. I tried disciplining myself when it comes to this matter but it was impossibl

HOLIDAY!

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Y'all know what this post is about, this post is about my second girl group bias SNSD!!!!! They finally made a comeback, make sure that you watch it below: Okay, so I'm going to criticize the song, cause that's what real fans do, and I'm a fan so (I'm not making sense). Let's do it! First of all, the first dance, I don't like how I can't see Taeyeon, Yoona should not be in front, it makes the Kid Leader look small. Then, comes Seohyun who is a radiant beauty, comes Sunny (my bias) who looks like she's worth a thousand gems, then Yuri whose beauty is like a black pearl, comes Yoona and Seohyun who honestly is secretly rocking their concept. Hyoyeon comes with the rapping, who looks so skinny, and Tiffany who honestly looks more divine. Enough with each personal look, the overall look of the music video looks beautiful and so aesthetic and Sunny looks so happy unlike in their Catch Me If You Can promotional video where she looks like a stone

GIRL GROUPS WITH THE MOST MUSIC SHOW WINS

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I decided to look into the Top 10 girl groups that have the most music show wins. It is no surprise that Girls' Generation comes first; 2NE1 and SISTAR is to follow. What a shock to me though is that GFriend was able to enter this list with just 3 songs. That's amazing, APink's amazing too. I didn't know they were that widely popular, I listen to them but I had no idea of their fame. 10. G FRIEND - 31 WINS Rough (15) Navillera (14) Fingertip (2) 9. BABY V.O.X - 32 WINS By Chance (8) Get Up (7) Killer (6)  What Should I Do (4) Why (3) Game Over (2) Betrayal Doll (1) 8. F(X) - 33 WINS Electric Shock (9) Danger (8) Red Light (5) Rum Pum Pum Pum (4) Hot Summer (2) 7.   APINK - 35 WINS  Luv (17) Mr. Chu (6) Five (6) Remember (3) No No No (2) My My (1) 6. RED VELVET - 36 WINS Rookie (9) Ice Cream Cake (9) Russian Roulette (6) Dumb Dumb (5) One of these Night (5) Red Flavor (5) 5

BEHIND MY BACK (people don't have enough guts)

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So, this is a picture of a back, and by the title of this post, you know what's already coming. Btw, 안녕하세요 [Hello], I need to be polite before I start of with the drama. The drama happened today, and by today, I mean 1 or 2 hour ago. I'm feeling so uninspired right now to write this story because I am deeply interested with Just Between Us and I'm watching it, but I want to write this story, so I can remember the date those AGC people talked behind my back again after 2 years. Here's the story, (If you read this and you probably think that I am over dramatic, but REMEMBER when they talked behind my back before its all about my insecurities so you can never be sure what they are talking about) I was about to go home, until Ari (an ex-member of AGC) informed me, that me and the rest of the group is going to sell gelatin for the price of 10 php [20 US cents] and that they decided without me being included in the equation. I was hurt, because I knew something was

TOP 10 KPOP SONGS OF 2016

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To be honest, all the disbandment in 2016 made me almost want to throw my obsession with them far far away, but because of certain K-Pop songs I was able to cling to K-Pop a little bit. I'm now going to choose 10 of the best K-Pop songs in 2016. 10.  VERY NICE BY SEVENTEEN Rookie boy group's title track Very Nice reached No. 22 in South Korea and No. 2 on Billboard's World Chart. I had a friend who was obsessed with Seventeen, but I didn't knew of their existence until later (her bias is Vernon). I'm not sure if it was autoplay who was at fault again or if I saw someone doing a cover or because I was intrigued with their Weekly Idol performance. 9.  I LIKE THAT BY SISTAR Since 2011, there has not been a title track sung by Sistar that hasn't reached No.1 in South Korea, seems like their devoted their fans haven't given up yet seeing this is still No.1 and that it was No.5 on Billboard's World Chart. I came