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LIVING WITH DEPRESSION

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I've been vocal about depression in this blog of mine since I started it, I have been vocal about it in social media like Twitter, Instagram, and such, and I've tried to tell my parents about depression. Depression for me is like a burden . When you get depression, you don't just get depression , it usually comes with a lot of stuff like anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and the feeling of worthlessness. I've tried opening up to my parents about my depression since March, but instead of comforting me they told me that 'I had no reason to be depressed about' . Those words coming out of a psychology major is not something I would have foresaw, when I read about depression articles in the internet they always make sure to include that depression and being depressed is two different things, but somehow people are still not getting the message. I've been in a constant cycle of depression since I was 14. I was really young and I didn't like it. I tried gett...

PHOEBE AND JOEY FANFICTION

I really love FRIENDS and one thing that I regret the most is Phoebe and Joey not getting together, of course I know Mike and Phoebe are great together, but Phoebe and Joey has been together in so much stuff and their raw sexual magnetism is perfect for each other, so I ship them so hard! I ship them as hard as I ship Mondler. Anyway, I want to write a Phoebe and Joey fanfiction, this is my first time writing one, so please don't stone me to death if I'm not that good at it. . . . . . Mike just divorced me, I don't know what's going to happen now.  Before I got into a huge relationship with Mike, I knew that he was afraid of commitment and marriage because his first marriage ended up in divorce, I told him that we can only continue our relationship if he changed his mind about marriage. We broke up, but we got together again when he went to stop David from proposing to me in Barbados. I was happy during that moment, I love David, I really did, but ...

BEST FEMALE KPOP MR REMOVED

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I loosely based this list to this Youtube video, I also added a few artist in this list and removed other artist in the video. Best Female Idols MR Removed  Solji - Every Night by EXID [To be honest LE and Hani sounded good here either, but if I were to comapre them to eomma Solji, they'll shrink, so only Solji for this one] Sunny and SNSD - Into The New World Acoustic Version [I specifically added Sunny, because her voice her was golden, of course everyone else's is but Sunny is my bias, so forgive me] Nine Muses - Wild Ailee - Don't Touch Me Ailee - Singing Got Better 2ne1 - Fire Mamamoo - You're The Best Tiffany - I Just Wanna Dance Solji, Hyerin, Junghwa, LE - Up and Down [Hani was pretty bad in the early performances of Up and Down, because her company wants her to squeak like a squirrel when her voice is clearly an alto] APink - LUV Davichi - It's Okay It's Love SNSD - You Think EXID - L.I.E [LE made sure everyone in EXID is explo...

HOW I GOT FAT AND WHAT I THINK ABOUT IT

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For more than 7 years, my New Years' resolution has always been lose weight , lose weight, lose cellulite, lose acne, lose everything associated with my big weight. I'm not actually this big before, I only got this big because my parents started becoming well-off, and since I'm new in tasting rice, tasting chocolate, all the things you get to eat after you've been in a somewhat poor state in your life, I overindulged. I became big for my age probably in 2nd grade, my classmates were teasing me of this and that, but its only because in 1st grade my parents started hitting the jackpot and earn a huge amount of money. Here's the proof, that I'm not big in my childhood days.  Then comes the day my parents started owning businesses, my mom having a good paying job that allows her to be a working mother, my father comes having a job and maintaining the meat market with my grandfather, and the meat market having a lot of customers. My parents felt bad that...

I HAD IMAGINARY FRIENDS-THAT'S WHY I WRITE

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I don't know if God has this ballot labeled "which lives should I make weird", because if so, my name must have been drawn out. I have no idea how to start this blog post so I inserted a joke. I was just looking at my blog stats today and I couldn't have been more prouder. I received so much views on my posts (and not just on the page) that it tallies up to how much views I've gotten on my old blog for the past 15-16 months. I feel so happy! Anyways, I'm here to tell you guys of a story on how I got into writing, just to commemorate this happy feeling in my life. Okay, I don't know when I actually started getting into writings since it was really way past then, so I'll tell you all the stories that could have foreshadowed me getting into writing. When I was 3 years old, my mom told me that I used to have all these imaginary friends to play with [ edit 10/16/17: I still do ] , I can't remember their names now or what did with them, but I ...

MY LITERATURE TEACHER IS AN ACTIVIST

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If there is one thing in the world that I hate the most, its people that don't know how to save the environment, next to them are loud activists, and people that don't like/watch Game of Thrones and Modern Family, but this post is not about them.  I have been a firm believer that you should fight what you are fighting for, and that's why most of my negative comments say I'm too hostile, but I always know that there is a right place and time for everything, and telling your political beliefs in a classroom full of impressionable children is not the place or time do it. I got this picture from his facebook profile, god, I don't like beard, mustaches, or scruffy hair on anyone it feels so untidy. My professor is (I don't want to reveal anyone's real name anymore) named Doctor, he's an alumnae in the same school I go to and he teaches in the same school he graduated in. Currently he's taking up his Master's degree in the same school ...

SCIENTIFIC INVESTIGATORY PROJECT (i had to ruin my birthday for a project)

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What a lame ass picture Google. You failed me. I've already told you guys my experiences in 8th grade, and now I'm starting to write another draft for my 9th grade experiences as well, but before I post my 9th grade experiences I want to share you guys a story. This story is actually one of the many, many red flags that I should have been looking out for, because you would see that I was betrayed a lot in this story and being me I didn't notice them. It was the start of the semester and we got to meet our Science professor named Hazel. Ma'am Hazel told us that before the semester ends we have to create a product that uses non-biodegradable products or biodegradable products that can benefit the earth . We were placed into 10 groups and I got into a group with 4 people, the names of those 4 people are: Bern (I'm sure you are familiar with her already), Paulo, Daz, and me. Looking back, I had no connections with any of them besides Bern, so I try my best ...